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suddenly my mood just sunk. I don't know why my moods do this. 1 little thing and i'm back in the pits. I think too much. and currently i really want the fireworks to end. ahahah i need to be to sleep but can't relax.i don't know what happened i was soo tired when I left daves house now i'm exhausted but wide awake. i feel lonely and incompetent.

i tend to fuck shit up. I'm so scared of every step I take. so worried it'll be the worng one.